Where are you at.

The position you’re in life should be something we should always matter to us. The place you are and how is it helping your condition the people that around you, how are they helping your condition. This should be the first priority and should be the only worry we should have in this world. It not possible to fly if you’ve things that weigh you down and those things that weigh you down what they do to you is Brain damage. There is a man Brain has settled family with young kids, his successful in his tennis career won medals and trophies and he make his family proud he come from a well educated family both parent are well educate coming from such family it help it state of mind to achieve his career, suddenly His wife change and said she need a divorce their kids are still young, the man decided you give her wife what she asked for! they divorced after some weeks he decided explore The world.

Journey to Amsterdam,

Amsterdam was a great city with so many beautiful places to visit.

Being the first time I gain my freedom after divorced, I make sure I live it to fullest, the life there is different not to talk about their girls, their girls there are of different creature so I started having friends that will celebrate and share our sorrow and make fun with it until I ran out of cash. There is no surviving business I can do so I was introduce to coCaine. I can’t go back home I need to survive I don’t have choice but to fight for my survival have being during this for awhile and until the day I was caught I was deported and my properties are seized.

I had to start again.

During that period that things are falling out it never come to my mind what to do, I just find myself in the midst of lifestyle , smoking, drinking and drug I feel this is what I will do to survive I see people in my table this is what they do and that are making it in life, I want to be like that I walked with them I spent a lot of money trying to know what they are doing and how they make their money, but nobody will share the truth instead they bring me closer i thought have find my pack until my cocaine case I don’t see any of them, I‘ve to face the music but now I find myself .

Fins myself

When I’m in lock up my mind show me my mistakes, all those life out there they are new to me and I’m spontaneous I love to try something new. My mind let me understand there is no real world Out there . Only the world of anxieties, and Everything is not really only what you see in your mind is real and what you see and believe is real. Only our believes is real.