My Throwback….

i should be around 8yrs old that year the incident occurred will lived in a downstairs house we live at up flat 3 bedroom him an open street you will see others kids playing outside we‘re inside lockup we can’t go outside my mommy don’t want to see us playing with others kids I was 8 my little sister is 5 there is 4 before me and my little sister make us 6 we‘re 2boys 4girls the 3 born that senior used 4.8yrs to senior me you see the gap not to talk of the other 3 the second boy is 2 born. if I remember he pass out of college when I’m in elementary class 2 there is no relationship between us and I know he believe in football and there is a time he missed the opportunity of flying to Denmark to represent is country because his father that he believes the man cable or he should Struggle to raised the fund don’t turn then on this faith I’m home alone that they after 4pm had find out my my mom went out and won’t be back sooner I want to use the opportunity to play soccer with kids outside he don’t stay with us again after his college he wanted to visit on that faithful day so I was playing using my chance to play soccer with other kids being in a open street he find me playing soccer and he take me upstairs and flog me merciless that he mark a mark on my right face but to time it disappear... the reason for the story I don’t know why he do that for but if he could have support me then i Would have being a footballer today and help each other grown….. his fighting the anxieties off what have happened between our father and him i can’t say it all here it will make another book.…anxieties is real

Anxieties is real. you may not know it because you’re living a normal life working 9-5 and you earn wages where you stopped you stopped… you are too comfortable If you don’t know what you will tell your kids you’re too comfortable if you don’t know how you fall let me tell you we all have knowledge… but you need to build build your confident whatever you love or hubby or where you fell like you fell off that is what Jesus teaching you don‘t need to work 9-5 you can work a little because of bills save a little and invest with a financial company then fell you fell off you go back again to read why it happened God want to show you something that you will be the savior to others in your shoe .. people have the believe but they only want miracle everything is not about miracle have to come within yourself because you believe who that live inside you is bigger than the word At the same time you try to build you confidence in pray you’ve to find the mindset you need exercise You must beat the speed so your mind must always be on what you Need to do you dont need to worried about what happened happens around you that’s where anxieties delusional started from and you start loosing control of yourself you need to beat the odds it will always comes in pain your exercise will come in pain but in the middle of the pain you will say to yourself (I need to keep my head high like my nose is bleed then you said I’m greater than this pain then you take the pain like it never a pain push yourself hard and see the road God have chosen for you… narrow is the road way to life i know when you push your limit on your ideal you will believe who you called Jesus and How his son of God….jesus said find God and believe in me… whatever you need to be in life you can choose it and find more knowledge on it ask people meet people believe in it.. then you will know that you have being wasting your time on social media and you should not talk to anybody body only your parent every around Will take you away from your ideal you will see the reason why 2 people need to come together as one sometimes one has knowledge the other has capital… that is why Jesus said you should leave them alone he talk about divorce………..Eliha knowledge..